Friday, February 1, 2013

Love of my life

I seriously have no time to blog ever since the birth of my girl. It's not easy being a mom and not to mention being a single mom.

But I still think everything is worth it everytime I look at my girl. She is the sweetest living thing I have ever seen in my life.

She melts my heart with her every smile and laughter. She has come to be the meaning in my life and I love her so.

To be honest, she is not easy to take care of. She throws tantrum all the time and cries a lot. Nothing you do to distract her can help. She simply screams at the top of her voice. But, I still love her from the bottom of my heart.

She is now already 3 months old. Time flies by so fast. I have to go work soon. Sometimes i fear that she will grow so fast and I will miss her growing progress while at work.

How I wish I can stay with her 24/7 but I know I need to work to feed her. Her growth and future depends on my income.

She is learning to talk nowadays and it's so cute. After my nephew, she is the next person that brings joy into my life. Life is now so meaningful.

Alright. I have nothing much to say now. Chinese New Year is just round the corner. Hereby wishing everyone a Happy Chinese New Year!

Will update again soon. Here's a photo of my little angel. =)

Friday, July 27, 2012


Okay. I believe the above title has made it very clear. Yes. I'm having a baby girl. =)

Was feeling lazy to blog until a friend ask me why have I not updated my blog for such a long time. I'm sorry for my laziness.

I am practically lazing around this days waiting for my little princess to be out because no company wanna hire a pregnant woman.

Being pregnant is so tiring. So much sacrifice you have to make for your little one. But every pregnancy is different. Mine is probably bad but not the worse.

I'm having rashes all over my back and it's spreading to the front. Can't help not scratching it no matter what others say about scars.

I'm beginning to walk like a penguin and sleeping is so tough not being in the right position. But, I still believe everything is gonna be worth it.

I pray that my little girl will be healthy, smart and filial.

She is beginning to kick really hard this days and it seems like she doesn't need sleep. I feel her kicks like 24/7. It's hard to catch her timing.

I don't know what to say at this moment anymore. I'm feeling so lethargic as I am typing this. Total brain dead.

I'm gonna just post up some photos and call it a day. Shall update again real soon. (I hope)

Photos of my baby's growth

 Scan of my bb @ 18 weeks
 Scan of my bb @ 22 weeks - Head from top view
 Scan of my bb @ 22 weeks - Thighs and buttock
 My tummy @ 12 weeks
 My tummy @ 16 weeks
 My tummy @ 20 weeks
My tummy @ 24 weeks

Last but not least. My adorable nephew!

Friday, June 22, 2012

Life is not easy but everything is gonna be worth it!

Monday, May 14, 2012

I'm back with good news!

Once again, I'm very sorry for disappearing for such a long time. And when I came back, blogger has changed it's interface which I'm extremely not used to it. Therefore, took me some time to start and end this post.

Okay. I'm sure you guys wanna know what the good news is right? It's not a exactly a perfect good news. It comes with a little disappointment and anger.

I'm PREGNANT!!! I'm already into my 14th week. They say best not to let people know you are pregnant for the 1st 3 months because it's still very unstable therefore I did not blog at all because I know I would not be able to resist the temptation of talking about it. =p

Now, the disappointing and angry part is the guy that I thought is perfect and would always be with me for the rest of my life ask me to abort our flesh and blood.

Seriously, what the FUCK right? I never expect him to be the irresponsible type of guy. He gave me a hell lot of excuses which I think is absolute bullshit! Irresponsible means irresponsible. Don't give me crap reasons and force me to kill my child.

At the end of the day, I only told him the news because he has the right to know. But it doesn't give him the right to decide the fate of my baby. The life is within me. It's up to me to make the decision. Since he doesn't want the child then he can simply fuck off.

He admits he is selfish and loves himself more and yet he says he feels guilty about it. Really feel like slapping him and ask him to wake up his whole bloody idea.

He claims that he feels guilty and still care for me but he doesn't even bother to occasionally send me a message to ask how I am. Instead, he just vanish into thin air.

When I message him and ask him about certain things, he just simply refuse to reply. Then I got pissed off and started to complain on my facebook. It was when he saw my facebook status then he reply me and gave me a hell lot of excuses again on why he is unable to reply and why am I posting such things on facebook? He can read the messages I send yet he can't reply? What a joke right? All i needed was a one word answer from him and he can't do it.

In fact, every time I post something on facebook he would come telling me off. In my opinion, he is afraid that I would destroy his precious reputation. If I wanted to do that I would have done so with his photo and full name making sure everyone knows what he looks like.

I did not even mention his name. Unless he admit he is a irresponsible bastard and mother fucking asshole then I got nothing to say else just STFU! He is just being sensitive and guilty conscience. He is bound to have something to say if he ever reads this post. Anyway, if he doesn't even care about how i feel when he abandoned me and my child, why the fuck should I care about his feelings?

Btw, it's my facebook and my blog! I have freedom to say whatever I want to. And everything I say is the truth and nothing but the truth! I did not even mention names so don't force me to do something I don't want to do. It's so easy to just destroy reputations.

Recently, he even took down his photo in facebook. ROFLMAO! Like that is gonna help if I'm all out to destroy him. But, I'm too nice of a person to do that to him. As long I'm not forced into it, I will not do something so drastic. Think I too free? I got better things to do okay?

Alright! Enough of that fool. Let's talk about something more happy. My baby of course!

I'm really excited to be a mum. Hearing my baby's heartbeat for the 1st time when I went for a scan brought tears to my eyes. There is a living thing in me though it is still very small and appears as just a dot on the screen.

Today I just went for another scan and I can now see my baby's head, body, hands, legs, spine and jaw. And my baby is so active! It kept on moving on the screen though I still can't feel anything until when I'm about 20 weeks. It just brought a smile to my face. =)

Let me show you the photos of my precious!

Found out im pregnant on 16 Mar 2012
Scan of my bb @ 6 weeks
Scan of my bb @ 8 weeks
Magnified scan of my bb @ 11 weeks n 5 days
Scan of my bb @ 14 weeks

Doesn't that look absolutely beautiful to you? And oh ya! My EDD is on 13th Nov 2012! =)

Oh! One more thing before I sign off. My nephew is currently 6 months and 2 weeks old. He is growing healthily and still as adorable. But he is also super hyper active. Getting more and more tiring to look after him. And here he is:

LOL! An absolute cutie pie! Muacks!

Monday, February 13, 2012

Beauties and Beasts

This post is to introduce a great bunch of friends i got to know through my sister and I would like to say that I'm very happy I got to know them.

And yes. That's what we call ourselves. Beauties and Beasts. Obviously, beauties meant the girls (a little thick skin but who cares?) and beast, the guys (very cruel but who cares?). Wahahahaha!

They are really great and nice people. Without further ado, I hereby present:

Beauties and Beasts!

Front row from left: Grace (my sis), Alfred (Queen's son), Queen, Eelynn, Christine, My mum and me.
Back row from left: Sean (my bro), Chuen Khai (My bro-in-law), Deryk, King (Queen's hubby) and my dad.

And yes. The little one you see in the photo that looks oddly out of place is my most beloved nephew Dylan! This photo was taken in 2011's Christmas.

It was after we took the photo and posted it up on Facebook that we realized we miss out Dylan and so, Eelynn was nice enough to photoshop him in. Doesn't he look absolutely adorable?

Don't we look like a big happy family? Lol.. It looks as though my parents had many children and 2 grandsons.

Sorry that the photo look a little blur because it was pretty small and i tried to enlarge it. But I guess it will do.

There is 1 more beauty but she wasn't at my place during Christmas but here's another photo with her in it.


Top: Me, Velvenie and Queen
Bottom: Eelynn and Grace


King, Alfred, Deryk, Chuen Khai carrying Dylan and Dean (Vel's hubby)

This was taken during Chinese New Year. We met up at a coffeeshop opposite Queen's place for Lou Hei.

The girls are like sisters and the guys are like brothers. You can always count on them if you need any help or advice.

The girls are my support this days since sweetie doesn't have time for me which is really sad.

Anyway, I really feel glad I got to know them thanks to my sis. I hope our friendship will last forever.

You gals are great! I love every single one of you!
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