Tuesday, January 10, 2017
Sighz.. It's very disheartening to be sending out loads of application for jobs daily to get no reply in return. What is wrong with all the employers out there? Is resume all that you see to decide if a person has potential? It is just a fucking piece of paper! Just like education certs!
Even the few interviews I went came back with disappointing results. I'm sick and tired of going to interviews, answering the same stupid questions every single time. Is it a trend this days for an employer to say how good they think you are but in the end doesn't employ you?
In the past, if a hirer mention how good he/she thinks I am then it's a guarantee plus chop confirmation that I will definitely be hired. Seems like it's not the case this days. They seem to say it for the sake of saying so as not to offend me like that. Knn. Give people false hope. Really knn.
On the surface, I may seem like I'm okay but I'm not. I feel frustrated and depressed not being able to find a job for so long. It feels like there is a hulk in me getting ready to explode anytime. If I become hulk, my neh neh will show so cannot.
But yet, some people can think I'm enjoying myself being jobless shaking leg at home and always make snide remarks like, "Very shiok! Don't need to work." It is loosely translated to my ears that I am being useless.To this I say, FUCK YOU! Seriously, fuck you okay? I depress need to show it out? I need to lock myself in my room everyday and cry to show how depressed I am? I need to slit my wrist? Need to bang my head on the wall?
It is not in my nature to show how upset I am to the world so people around me would get depressed also. It's hard to feel really upset when Naomi is around me doing what Naomi usually does. Being weird and acting like an adult that either makes me laugh or pissed off. Still, it doesn't mean I'm not upset and depressed. Just keeping everything within me cause I don't wanna explode to become hulk and expose my neh neh.
I'm really lucky to have SMBF by my side during this tough period of time always showing me support. I know I may have threw my frustrations on him a few times but he always takes it in his stride. Hah! Like real lor. He exploded on me a couple of times too but not always lah. He has been very understanding and supportive towards me.
He encourages me to wait for the job that I think I will enjoy doing and not just randomly jump into any jobs that offer me just for the sake of having a job. I know he wants me to enjoy what I'm doing and be happy. If it wasn't for him. I think I will really lose hope already.
Thanks dear! I love and hate you at the same time. =)
Saturday, December 31, 2016
My cross stitch is far from being done. I still have like 1/3 left but I wanna blog about this.
Here are the resolutions for 2017 that I won't be able to keep.
1) Quit smoking
2) Lose weight
3) Be nicer to SMBF =P
Then there are the resolutions I intend to keep.
1) Find a job and stay in it as long as possible
2) Get married (This is linked to No. 1 because SMBF say he will propose to me once I have a job cause I will be less moody and depressed. He wants the happiness to last. Yay!)
3) Bring Naomi out more often (Also linked to No. 1 because with more money I will be able tp bring her to more places.)
4) Travel overseas more often (Again linked to No. 1. The reason is pretty obvious.)
So employers out there. Give me a chance la! Desperately need a job. My happiness is in your hands!
On my way to Grace house for countdown with some of my favourite bitches. Those not able to come, I do miss you too.
If I'm in the mood, I will blog about the countdown later on. If not, then too bad. Cross stitch cross stitch cross stitch. You get it.
Hereby wishing everyone a Happy New Year! For those who faithfully reads my blog and for those who happen to stumble across my blog this fateful night. Hahaha!
Now don't be stingy and leave me a comment wishing me Happy New Year too! =)
Wednesday, December 28, 2016
Yes. There is Christmas but I really feel like blogging about it. I'm just plain lazy I guess. I have also finally met up with my darling Queen. A friend I have not seen for a long time and missed.
We had lunch together and kopi after lunch gossiping about the idiots in our life and how very unfortunate that we are somehow related to them. I feel so sorry for us.
Still on the lookout for jobs but put to a stop for now cause it's holiday season. Doubt any company will actually call me down for interview. Those that does, I don't wanna work for man. No life.
I'm not really lazy la. I've just been really busy with completing my cross stitch. I have put it on hold for the longest time and my dad is complaining about the mess I'm having on the table saying it's pure irritating. Duh!
The faster I complete my cross stitch then I will have time to write out my feelings over certain stuff.
Till then this is just gonna be an empty space.
Thursday, December 15, 2016
My blog is getting boring because I can't seem to be bothered to update it anymore. I guess it's because I'm writing more for an audience than for myself.
There are so many bad things I wanna say about others but afraid that they may find out. Muahahahaha..
Actually I don't care about what others say but all the same. I have decided to stop publicizing my blog. It will no longer update new post on my fb.
I shall then blog to my heart's content imagining that nobody reads it except me.
Tuesday, December 6, 2016
If you must know, I have been farting non stop for the past few days. More than I ever did in a year. I swear I'm not joking about it. I feel like an odourless toxic gas producing machine. Only once did the fart stink like mad and I proudly announce that I gave the full blast of it right in SMBF's face. Payback time!
If you think I'm mean then please think again. This 1 small fart I gave him is not even enough to pay him off 1% of what he gave to me. So far, this is like the 2nd time I let him smell stinky farts throughout our relationship. He does it to me so often that I wanna just shove something up his ass to make him feel pain. He even do it to my poor baby Naomi when she is asleep okay? As he so very buay paiseh confess to me de hor. So you see! We are the victims, NOT HIM!
Very kns lor. So bloody rude and inconsiderate lah! Don't tell me cannot control okay? That's bullshit! You jolly well know it's coming and have time to run away from your loved ones before you explode. If any of you out there can't control your fart, please go see a doctor. You probably have some uncontrollable farting syndrome that requires professional help.
Just stop fucking traumatizing your loved ones!
If it's possible, I would love to shove an oxygen tank up his ass and store all his stinky farts into the tank then make him smell his own fart with an oxygen mask glued to his face. He will not be able to take off the mask until the oxygen or should I say fart tank is empty. That will teach him not to anyhow let off toxic gas when others are around especially me and Naomi.
Anyway, tomorrow is his birthday. Can't afford to buy him a gift since I'm jobless. I shall compensate by being extra nice to him for tomorrow only. I will be nice by not insulting him, not calling him an idiot, not rolling my eyes and shout at him etc etc etc..
Wow! There are so much more but I lazy to type out liao. I think I am rather mean to him leh. But it's okay lah. I know he enjoys it. It makes him smile the whole day. He can't live without it. He loves getting the insults as much as I love throwing insults at him. That's what make us such a happy couple.
I just love living in self denial. =) Wahahahahahaha!
Abrupt end of blog post because pooping feeling is strong af.
Tuesday, November 29, 2016
Friday, November 25, 2016
If you are really that lazy or wanna stay in the ship longer though there are no entertainments left, you can use their service. All you have to do, is to tie a tag to your luggage that they provided in your room the night before onto your luggage and leave your luggage out at the corridor before 10pm. Take note of the number on the tag as that will be the number they call when it's your turn to get down the ship. Obviously, I chose to carry my own luggage down.
I forgot to mention that I actually saw my friend Soh Hong Wei onboard the ship during lunch despite so many thousands of people there. Can someone say coincidence? He was there with his girlfriend. So sneaky fellow lor he. Got girlfriend liao also never tell me sia.
So anyway, back to day 4. This is the day we are travelling back to Singapore, so we are all trapped onboard the ship to explore more. There isn't much photos for today except for the night though there is 1 really beautiful one I would like to share. It was taken from the balcony of my room.
Oh yeah! You are allowed to give them extra tips even though your trip amount already includes the gratuities. There will be an envelope given to in your room. You can write their name on it, put in the cash and pass it to them personally. I tell you. Their service is so good that you can't help giving them extras.
Monday, November 21, 2016
Everyone of us was super excited about this day because we finally arrived at Phuket. All of us thought about arriving at Patong Beach, getting a tan and having fun with all the water sports they have there but little did we know the horrors that await us.
In the morning, we went to queue for tender tickets. It's to help facilitate the crowd smoothly to the smaller boats that will carry us towards the dock instead of having everyone crowd at that area. Only those that signed up for their excursions onboard the ship will get to go down without getting a ticket. The excursion cost like 100USD per person. Anyway, we got number 21 and so we wait.
We went up for breakfast then stayed around public area to listen for the announcements of the number called. You can't hear the announcement in your room. It was only until about 1pm plus that our number is being called. So we proceed down to take the small boat.
There will be no more photos from here on until dinner time because we did not dock Patong Beach. According to them, the weather wasn't very good therefore they are unable to cruise to and dock at Patong Beach.
I don't know what the hell they are talking about. The weather looks mighty fine to me. A perfect day to be at the beach. Instead, we dock at some ulu Phuket Port which caused me seriously major disappointments. So, I recommend those who are going on this cruise to check out where you are 1st before getting down the ship.
Once we step out of the port, a bunch of bloodsuckers came towards us and try to get us to use their mini van services to go out either for shopping or visit their farms. It cost $3000 Baht which is like SGD$120 for all of us to rent their van to and fro but as we have limited timing since we arrived pretty late and also being the typical stingy Singaporeans we are, we refused to get our heads chopped by them.
We decided to stay around that area and walk around the stores they have there like our local pasar malams. As the roads there are full of mini vans, cabs and big ass vehicles, we had to walk into the very inner side of the road where all the stores are. We walk along and kept seeing silly angmohs getting chopped yet still claim very cheap! They pay USD somemore lor. Siao one. Too rich liao.
My dad having recce the area ahead of us informed us that there is a 7-11 ahead and some eateries beside it so we decided to have our lunch there. While walking along, Dylan kept pestering Grace to carry him but she couldn't as she was having a backache and so I told SMBF to carry Dylan instead.
Shortly after, the worst senario happened. As all of us were walking in front, none of us really saw what happened. All I know was that I heard someone shout and turned around. Next moment I saw Grace falling into a muddy puddle and a cab sliding off the pavement into the muddy puddle. Apparently, the cab lost control and knocked into Grace. Luckily the cab wasn't going very fast or Grace would have flew instead of sliding down.
As you can imagine, all of us were very shocked. The next moment, all of us surrounded the cab. With CK shouting at the cab driver and attempting to pull the driver out of the cab so he doesn't run away. I had to carry Ashley from him we can use both his hands to grab that idiot out.
All I remembered was all of us shouting at him and taking pictures of his car and him. He kept saying sorry but what's the point? Sorry ain't gonna cure the injuries my sister suffered. Grace was slowly standing up and sobbing as wherever he hits her is hurting badly. Her elbows and waist was badly scrapped and bleeding. She might have knocked her head too.
To this point, I must say I'm really disappointed with the locals there. A lot of them stopped and watch but none offered to help. Even when we requested for them to help us call the police, they did not budge. I am so fucking angry with them. Unlike the Indonesians who were so helpful and was the 1st to step out and help when I too was knocked down on the streets of Jakarta many years ago. And I thought Thais are nice and friendly people. Sooooooo disappointed with them. Really fucking assholes man to refuse to help at this kinda situation.
In the end, we made the cab driver bring Grace to the nearest hospital for a check and that he had to pay for it. He initially wanted to offer us $100 Baht as compensation. Treating us like beggars sia. Knn!
Only CK and my mum went with Grace. The rest of us stayed behind to wait for them. Ashley was already crying badly in my arms and kept asking for her mummy. Dylan on the other hand is the strong silent type who is actually holding back his tears.
I brought them to the 7-11 for some air-con. It took me some time to coax Ashley until she stop crying. Then I spoke to Dylan. He was silent all the way and I ask him to talk to him. His eyes started to well up with tears saying he wants his daddy. I told him that mummy is badly hurt and needs to see the doctor. Daddy has to take care of her so can't bring him along. I told both of them to be good boy and good girl stay with Yee Yee until Daddy and Mummy comes back. Thank God they are sensible kids and finally agreed. I bought them milos and they are rather happy again.
We waited for like about half an hour before they are back. Grace had some medications applied to her wound and apparently nothing else too serious. We were all very upset by the way things has happened and it was a rather defeated group that went back to the ship. Once onboard the ship, we went to see the doctor on the ship as we don't really trust the doctors there. Once again, thank God that she did not suffer more serious injuries. The only injuries she had was superficial and not internal.
We went back to our room to shower and went down for dinner.
Tuesday, November 15, 2016
So anyway, on the 2nd day on the cruise, we arrived at Port Klang but we didn't get down the ship because according to SMBF, Port Klang is like an industrial area. There is nothing much unless you wanna spend money to take a cab out to KL.
So we woke up rather early to go for breakfast. You can choose to either have buffet breakfast or ala carte. We decided to give the ala carte a try so we went to the dining room on another level. Buffets are always on deck 11 where all the swimming pools are.