Tuesday, September 29, 2015

Haze haze go away..

I know I'm way long overdue on my post of how it all started with me and square minded bf. All I had was some stupid erotic sex story that popped out of my mind from nowhere.

Pardon me. I had been very busy. Busy listening to a fucking mad dog barking every morning threatening to bite on everyone's ass if they don't lick his hairy stinking balls.

I really had enough of all this shit. I lack motivation working for assholes like him. Even the sales admin who doesn't have to get scolded by him feels low moral just listening to him. Imagine how we front line warriors feel.

Seriously, I have better things to worry about. We are humans and not his slaves. We are also given birth by a mother. It simply does not give him the right nor justify what he does to us. Pure mental torture. Dragging ourselves to work every morning knowing what is to come. Fearing that you will the one bitten by him that day. What a fucking nice way to start our day huh?

I'm not a sadist who looks forward to getting fucked every single day with a crazy smile on my face. Fuck as in having a penis inside me, that I love so so so much with my one and only square minded bf of cause. Not any random guys. Definitely don't enjoy the kind of fuck where I have cruel and nasty words thrown at me in a very loud voice. My tiny glass heart shatters easily. Boohoohoo..

Enough said about work. I worry mad dog, The Bo Liao Cb Beng (name i decided to give him) will come across my website. Not that he won't know I'm talking about him if he ever do come across. But ya.. Not that I care. Nobody cares. So to hell with it. I'm way off the track here from my header.

I hate the haze. Not only has it caused everyone in my family fall sick, it made my darling Naomi suffer lots. She's been having random nose bleeds every 2-3 days eversince the haze started.

Before the haze started, I brought her to see a doc in KKH because she woke up with blood all over her face. Scary image and they told me she inherited my sensitive nose. A little bit of knocking or rubbing will cause her to have nose bleeds but it wasn't so frequent back then. Eversince Indonesia decided to give us a treat of polluted air consisting of dust and particles, her condition became worse.

I love Indonesia because I can spend like a Queen in their country but I hate them because they caused suffering to my loved ones. I digress.

Anyway, Naomi has an appointment with the ENT (Ear Nose Throat) specialist clinic soon. I hope that they can do something about her sensitive nose. Get her treated or something. I just want her to be well and healthy. My poor darling.

Her birthday will be coming soon and I have organised a BBQ downstairs my house. I hope the stupid haze goes away and the air can be clear by then so she can have some fun.

Will do up the post that I promised to do soon when I'm a much happier person not having to listen to mad dog barks.

Sunday, September 27, 2015

Happy Mid Autumn Festival!

Monday, September 7, 2015

Queen of funny poses!

My little vain pot is here again with her weird and funny poses.

A cousin of mine said I should send her to a modeling agency and let her be a model since she likes taking photo and posing so much. I'm contemplating to do so. It might be start of her career towards stardom. I can also be a 星妈。Woohoo!

What do you guys think? Good idea? If so, any recommendations on which agency to go to? I don't wanna fork out any money though for any courses until it is confirmed that her career as a model is stable.

Sunday, August 30, 2015

Fun Weekend!

Apologies about the previous post. Menses coming already so having some PMS. Let's just forget about the whole issue ya?

Anyway, had a really fun and enjoyable weekend. Yesterday, I went over to my sister place. Had a mahjong session with her neighbours. I lost $90 but it's okay. In gambling, you win some you lose some. Just enjoy the process of the game.

After that, mum and dad came over too and we went to a nearby coffee shop for dinner. Went to a store next door to buy drinks after dinner and saw something really old school so we decided to buy it. Went back to my sis place and have a game before leaving. Guess what it is?

Snakes and Ladders!

Hahaha! Bet none of you played this game for a long time like maybe more than 10 years? We had loads of fun and laughter playing this game. We even had a side bet on the game itself. Everyone will come out with $2. Maximum 4 players so total $8 on the table. Whoever game 1st will claim all the money.

I know it's like so WTF right? Play snakes and ladder also can gamble. This is what happens la when your whole family members are hard core gamblers. Not addict though so no worries. Dear had a little bit of shock after learning we are gonna play snakes and ladders with money. Culture shock I think. Hope he gets used to it soon. *Snigger Snigger*

Anyway, I didn't win a single game. Bah! Dad won the 1st round and sis won the 2nd round. I merely spent $4 laughing at their faces when they land on the snake and goes all the way down. It was really a lot of fun and good family bonding time. Laugh till tears came out of my eyes. It was a $4 well spent. Totally worth the while.

Today, we went to Science Center. Brought the little ones to Kid's Stop to play. They had lots of fun there and Naomi KO'ed immediately after reaching home and taking a bath. Here are some photos of her. Super vain pot my little girl is.

I purposely enlarged 2 of her photos that she posed and acted very cute in to emphasize on what a vain pot she is! My goodness! So unlike her mom. *Tsk Tsk!* Okay la. She is cute alright? That, I have to admit. Makes people go soft and want to love her even more. My sweet little darling.

Here is also a video of her having fun.


Nights peeps!

Thursday, August 27, 2015


Initially wanted to continue my story on how it all started real life version but I'm too upset to write about it. Maybe I don't even have to write about how it started anymore since it might be ending soon.

I'm tired of always being in the wrong. Tired of people treating me like shit. Tired of being controlled. Tired of what is right and what is wrong. I just want to be myself and be happy. Why can't life be more simple? Why is it always so complicated?

Can somebody tell me if I'm an useless idiot always doing the wrong things like what people say? Am I simply better off dead? I seem to always bring unhappiness to people around me by doing the things I like to do or feel like doing.

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