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Thursday, August 31, 2006

★Depressed★

Have you ever felt that you don't belong to a place.. Felt so left out.. Felt so out of place.. This place can even make you feel as though you don't belong to this world.. Everyone seems to despise you.. Everyday you receive unfriendly stares.. You start wondering what the hell are you doing here.. You start to get depress & you want to leave this place asap but circumstances don't allow.. When you made up your mind to leave this place & suddenly everyone starts to be nice to you in a certain way making you uncertain of your decision.. If you continue staying, things might or might not turn better.. You might go back to what the situation used to be & in the end you'll be back to square 1 again.. Continue staying here & you might just break down anytime.. Really feel confused or is it cos of depression to make you feel that things are bad? Anyone who have anything to say abt this do pm me..

Wednesday, August 30, 2006

★I Got A New Chauffer!★

Yeah! Deardear pass his license le.. 16 demerit points.. Double of mine.. But well, most impt thing is he pass.. Heavy rain today.. Was so worried for him till i keep running to the toilet but lucky he did not let me down.. Else not he cry.. Is i cry.. Finally i don't have to chauffer him ard le.. Time for him to be my chauffer.. Haha.. Hmmm.. My eyes getting better le.. Not so itchy & pain le.. Back to work tomorrow.. The war starts tomorrow.. 200 over pieces of work order.. Plus today i mc got 90 over pieces of work order.. Think i sure die tomorrow.. Total of 300 pieces.. Have to cut & paste, have to scan.. Have to arrange.. Have to update into system.. Have to file.. ARGHHHH!!! Somebody kill me pls.. Shall explain with some pictures of my work process some other time when im free.. Right now i don't wanna think abt it.. Lucky deardear on off tomorrow & friday.. Got pple send me to work & fetch me back.. Hehe.. So lucky.. Pay back time!

Tuesday, August 29, 2006

★I Feel So Sick..★

Had a quarrel with my brother last night.. He is getting from bad to worse.. Going out to meet his friends & coming back in the middle of the night.. Whole family doesn't know where he goes & what he do outside.. He refuse to tell us either.. Really have the tendency to send him to the boys home if that's a better place for him but i still believe that he is good in heart.. Arghhh.. I simply have no idea what to do with him anymore.. Couldn't care less.. Wanted to sleep but my mother turn on the lamp light & started to force herself to burp.. So disgusting.. We are in aircon room for god's sake.. Tell her nicely not to do that but she just shouted at me & say she's feeling so uncomfortable till she feel like she's dying.. Been hearing that for don't know how many donkey years but how come i have not seen her just drop dead like this.. Bunch of bullshit.. I know it's bad to talk abt her like this but if i no longer regard her as my mum i wouldn't have bothered abt her.. Already lacking of sleep yet she wants to do this to me.. Haiz.. Enough of this.. This morning i went to work in a super squeezy bus as usual.. When we reach a bus stop whereby alot of people will get down.. So there was this empty space & 1 guy was standing right in front so i too paiseh to go snatch his seat from him.. Mind you.. Im a lady not auntie hor.. But i least expect that guy to gesture me to take the seat.. I was thinking do i look pregnant or handicap to him? Mayb he was just trying to be a nice guy, a perfect gentlemen.. Sorry mr but im already married.. Haha.. Anyway, many thanks to the guy in blue checkered shirt for giving up the seat to me.. Damn my cuticles.. Becoming hard.. Growing longer & longer like vines.. Growing like nobody's business. I need professional help! Work was crazy today.. Almost couldn't finish my things.. Stayed back for awhile to clear everything.. Bad flu & cough.. Making me suffer like hell & my eyes are itching like crazy.. Can't stand it.. Was rubbing throughout the whole day.. Getting swollen soon.. Went to see a doctor & got 1 day mc for tomorrow.. Sure die.. Falling sick at this point of time.. Busiest time of the week.. What should i do? Sure get scolding de.. HELP... Help... help...

Monday, August 28, 2006

★The Ultimate Comedian Part 1★

Was watching this variety show & thought that the candidates for this this week was pretty sucky.. None of them made me laugh for except mayb the judge jiao jiao & jiu kong.. Really have no idea why his mother gave him that name.. The name alone is enough to make me laugh.. Nine holes.. Wahaha.. Back to the comedian candidates.. Well.. They had only 1 min so i think mayb i shouldn't judge them so quickly but im actually waiting to see next weeks episode whereby my fav comedian will be performing.. Yes! Im talking abt the cute butch.. I have no idea what is her name.. Hehe.. Ok.. Fine.. I may be bias but well.. She's really cute but ahem.. Im not interested in her ok? Im married.. Just find her cute.. BUT, i'll not waste my money voting.. My dear friends out there.. Support her morally like i do.. Ooohhh.. I just can't wait to see her again & her wonderful performance..

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Sunday, August 27, 2006

★Boring Sunday Afternoon..★

Woke up ard 4pm.. Deciding it was too late to go back office just because i wanted to slack ard on a lazy sunday afternoon.. Thinking abt going office 1 hour earlier the next day to finish my things.. Bad headache.. Sleep too much.. Watch abit tele with my sis then surf net & updating on my blog till deardear came back from camp to fetch me.. Tomorrow is monday again.. I hate mondays.. I wish i didn't have to work.. Again i was reminded of the IT fair.. Wish me luck..

Saturday, August 26, 2006

★He's Leaving But ( I hope) He'll Be Back Soon..★

It has been a hectic day.. This morning woke up & brought my father to IMM Yunan Restaurant eat breakfast.. My treat la.. Pok already.. Just dim sum cost me $100 plus le.. Only for him.. If you realise, i've been eating & eating & eating this few days.. Growing fat soon if i don't stop.. Die.. Won't be able to fit into my wedding gown.. After our so called brunch we went to a camp near Lim Chu Kang.. Can't remember the name le but cos my brother is camping there with all his church friends.. 1 of the church's events.. He forgot to bring his sleeping bag so we went there to pass it to him.. After that we went to explore the area.. I only realise there are so many places in Singapore which we have nvr went before.. We came to a dead end but guess what we saw.. It's absolutely beautiful..

Isn't it nice? So calm & peaceful..

Kelongs!!!

Faraway island.. Wish i can go there someday..

Dad & mum.. Help! Help! My wig is flying.. Haha.. Just a joke.. Her hair real..

Gracie

After exploring, we decided to leave but we went pass a goat farm so decided to stop by & take a look but before we could get there we saw a dragonfruit farm..

Dragonfruit Trees..

Can somebody kindly tell me why is it called Dragonfruit? Which part of it does it look like a dragon? Or is this fruit planted by the dragons? Hard to imagine.. If anyone knows the history of this fruit pls let me know.. Very curious.. Ok.. Back to the goat farm.. We came too late.. The milking of the goats was done in the morning.. My dad bought 2 bottles of goat milk.. Pretty cool.. They come in chocolate flavour too but i don't dare to drink.. I think i prefer normal milk & of cos my fav coffee.. Nescafe Gold.. Original Milk Coffee.. Oh shit.. We went off course again.. Below are some the pictures i took.. Enjoy..

Adult Goaties..

So cute..

Mass orgy?

Help! My head is stuck!

Feel so itchy.. Can't scratch..

Ouch! He bit my hand!

Ooohhh.. Aren't they sweet?

I'm so hungry..

So hairy..

What are you staring at?

Don't be dirty.. It's the milk bag la.. I can't imagine a guy's balls that big.. That's what i'll call a super dua lan pa! Wahahaha.. Oops.. No offence..

After visiting the goat farm we went to Tiong Bahru.. My cousin work as a optician there.. Everyone went there to get a free pair of trial contact lens.. So cheapskate.. Haha.. Just wanted just to try some new different kind of contact lens.. If i feel comfortable i'll definitely buy it.. Think i really so cheapo meh? We went back straight & deardear was rushing for time to go back camp.. So sian.. What a waste of a saturday..



Do we look compatible? Hehe..

Haiz.. Sat still must go back camp.. Boring..

I went home after deardear left for camp.. Help my father pack a few things & we're off to the airport..


Happy Family!

The end of the day & the end of my dad's holiday.. I sincerely hope he can settle his things there & come back to take up the new job.. If everything goes smoothly he'll be back end of september.. Yippee!

Friday, August 25, 2006

★Happy Day!★

Work is extremely busy today.. Couldn't finish my things.. Have to go back on sun to clear my things.. Deardear gave me a surprise today.. Told me he went to Orchard to move barricades for the AHM (Army Half Marathon) which is true but he did not tell me he went off early.. Saw him downstairs my office when i finish work working out of the office building.. What a pleasant surprise.. :) Went home for STEAMBOAT!

Power!

Chilli Crab! Yum!

Chef of the day.. Stupid face.. Haha! That's just him.. My dad.. Im proud..

After dinner, we went to see my new house.. The renovation is abt done but we just wanted to see the lighting.. It's pretty nice.. Chosen by me of cos..

That's the wall lamp.. Looks like ice cube.. So cute..

The lighting for the dining room.. Looks nice right? So classy..

After that we went home & deardear gave me another surprise but im not gonna share it.. It's a secret for my own pleasure.. Hee.. Thank you deardear.. Muacks..

Thursday, August 24, 2006

★Just Another Day★

Yesterday was too angry with my mum to think abt anything else.. Forget to update on some things.. Went for a haircut(actually just my fringe la) 2 days ago.. Damn sick of my centre parting so decided to go for abit side but have to put a clip so my hair will stay.. Small clip sponsered by Gracie

Look abit dumb but i think it's pretty cool to look abit dumb & cute sometimes.. Haha..
Work was slightly more then yesterday.. Got a feeling of being cheated by my supervisor.. The IT fair is suppose to start next week & not this week.. Make me so prepared for war this few days.. Kao..
Finally get to eat claypot rice today..
Yummy!

Looks abit gross right? But it's super nice & yummy.. Everyone should go try it.. It's located at the beach road market where all army guys buy their stuff for camp.. It's just at the hawer centre located downstairs..
Papa say claypot rice must be eaten like this.. Hehe.. So cartoon..

After dinner we had desert.. It was fantastic.. We had rice balls in peanut paste.. Wooo.. *Saliva dripping* *Slurp*
*Drip drip drip* Sorry.. That's my saliva..

People who find this pic disgusting.. Honestly, you don't know how to enjoy the good things in life.. Went home after dinner & teach my father how to wear contact lens.. We spent abt half an hour just teaching.. Almost vomitted blood but he succeeded in the end.. So old le still so vain.. Haha.. Don't see my father like that.. He super modern.. Going to be on par with us youngsters soon.. I won't be surprised if he starts to wear colour contact lens 1 day.. Good news! My dad got a job offer in Singapore but he still have to travel to Indonesia.. Just that we get to see him more often like once a month instead of once every 4 months.. He's still deciding whether to take the offer.. I do hope he can take it up though pay will be lesser then what he's having now but at least we can get to see him more often.. Yeah! Pa says tomorrow eat steamboat.. Can't wait for tomorrow to come fast.. *Yawn* Good nitez..

Wednesday, August 23, 2006

★Boring Day In The Office & Home..★

Same old thing in the office.. Work Work Work.. Nothing exciting has been happening in the office except at home of cos & mayb the fact that i just found a new smoking kaki.. Boring.. Suppose to go eat claypot rice after work with my dad but cause of my mum delaying time therefore dinner plan gone down the drain & end up we have to order delivery.. Sianz.. Always spoiling people's plan.. Don't know what to do now.. Nothing to do.. Tomorrow still have to work.. Hmmm.. Let me tell you guys a office story.. Girl A & Girl B are colleagues.. Girl A & B are of the same age but Girl A is already married & has a son of 4 yrs old.. Girl A is pretty, nice & gentle.. Exactly the opposite of Girl B.. Both of them work from old office till new office.. All along they have been in good terms.. Going for lunch together & chatting together.. But eversince Girl C came into the picture, Girl A has been ignoring Girl B & i mean totally ignore except when talking abt work.. Girl B feels very lonely & left out.. Initially she thought that Girl C is very nice and happy that there's another person to join them in gossiping but she has nvr expected this.. Girl C has been holding on to Girl A & sticking to her like superglue, talking to Girl A whenever there is a chance leaving no chance for Girl B to intercept.. Has this been Girl B's imagination or is it really happening? Can Girl B overcome the obstacle? -----> To be continued...

Tuesday, August 22, 2006

★So Goddamn Tired!★

Yeah.. Read the headlines.. Im goddamn tired.. Slept near 3am last nite.. Was playing monopoly with my sis.. She's having her TP today so was feeling nervous so accompany her play hoping to let her relax abit.. Luck was just down for her.. She failed her TP with 32 points.. How she got so much deduction i really have no idea.. The tester must be bias against her because of her petite size.. Partly i guess she was nervous too.. Well.. At least she gain some experience.. Tomorrow will be a better day & she'll be able to get a better result for her next test.. Chat with my mum over msn today.. She's really getting on my nerves.. Irritating me badly.. I hate to say this but she's really a f**king b**tch.. She's petty, not understanding, bad tempered, stubborn & bear grudges but the ironic thing is she's always telling us to do the opposite of what she is but yet she herself does not fulfil the requirement.. She's also obsessed with church.. She always think that people ard are trying to harm her even her own family.. She always think she's right & everyone ard her is wrong.. When we make mistakes we have to apologise & she have all the right to scold us.. But when she makes mistakes, she doesn't bother to apologise & cannot receive comments from others.. She say people have pride so therefore not forgiving but has she ever thought that she is the same.. She expects people to do what she want to satisfy her but has she ever done what people especially her own family members want so as to make us happy? She is so selfish & self-centered.. What kind of mentality is that? She only see faults in others but nvr herself.. This time she has made a big mistake & she knows she's wrong but everyone is willing to forgive her if she changes but her attitude is simply unbearable.. She still thinks she's not wrong & act as though everyone is going against her when people are trying to help her & let her understand the situation.. She thinks that by saying "I've been blinded by the satan" then everything will be ok.. But she's not showing any signs of remorse.. God only help those who help themselves & i seriously doubt she knows what that means.. How can she be forgiven by god when she continue sinning & moreover we are just humans.. She's really simple-minded.. I really give up on her already.. If things goes terribly wrong for her then she's going to bear the consequences all by herself.. I can only say that she brought this upon herself.. Simply can't be bothered with her anymore.. Very bad headache.. Seriously lack of sleep.. Got to go.. I will be back.. - Arnold Swazeneger

Monday, August 21, 2006

★Marriage Is A Beautiful Thing★

Yes.. Marriage is indeed a beautiful thing to happen on a loving couple till things started happening.. 20 years down the road, love for each other fade away.. Feelings for each other turns sour.. Somebody do something wrong then comes the big fight.. Everything you say to one another become very nasty.. Ever wonder which party suffer the most in this kind of fight? Fyi, it's the kids that are truly suffering.. Just can't figure out what adults are thinking nowadays.. I thought they are suppose to be wiser as they grow older.. How can it be that a 23 yr old girl think better then they do? I understand that when you are involved in the picture you can't think as well as how outsiders see.. But listen to what people have to say.. Not just do what you like.. Good for those who does not have kids.. If you have one & things happen please always consider abt your kid's feelings.. No matter how old they've grown up to be it's still gonna hurt them no matter what you do.. Keep this in mind.. Kids are very fragile.. Once the damage is done there'll be no turning back..

Sunday, August 20, 2006

★Bad Day!!★

Wasn't able to wake up in time today for the gathering at my grandma's place.. Too tired.. Slept till abt 4pm but still tired.. Soon after i woke up i received a call from home.. Pick up the phone & was abt to say hello when i heard shoutings at the background.. Dad & mum are at it again.. It's a nvr-ending story.. Both wanted to divorce.. Wtf.. I just got married & i thought things were more or less settled already.. Things happened 2 months ago which i have no wish to recall again though i must say it was my mum's fault.. Really have no idea what they want.. Been stressed over this thing since it started till now.. I thought getting married is suppose to be a happy thing but why is this happening in my family & to me? It is seriously affecting me.. Will the same thing happen on me after 20 over years of married life? Dad is leaving coming sat.. I hope things turn better during the week before he leaves.. I don't know what to do anymore.. I dun wanna think abt it.. It's freaking me out.. Let's not talk abt it anymore.. Tomorrow is monday.. Sheesh.. I hate mondays.. Monday means work.. It also means there's loads of things to do.. Heard my supervisor say next week onwards will be super busy because of some stupid IT fair.. Damn..

Saturday, August 19, 2006

★Busy Day!!!★

So tired.. Slept late last night cos nick got to go meet jia ming as he's leaving on monday back to the states to continue his course.. Won't be back for the next 2 years.. Farewell & bon voyage to you.. Sad to see him leave.. Just got to know him not long.. A nice guy standing at 1.90m tall.. I only reach his armpit.. Imagine the smell.. *faints* Went to west coast for pratas.. He's a real big eater.. Woke up early this morning to have breakfast with my dad.. We had pratas AGAIN.. After a hearty breakfast we proceed to washing the car.. Had a hard time deciding where to go for the BIG wash.. We ended up just downstairs our house carpark under the blady hot sun.. My father & his smart ideas.. Well.. Anyway, i did not really touch the car.. I was just sitting in 1 shady corner supervising them..2 very hardworking man.. My dad & my hubby.. Happy washing.. :)
Eeeewww.. What's those thing on my car? It's the wax you idiot!
My deardear's butt.. Hehe.. Must not let him know i took this photo.. More curvy then mine.. Humph!
The after effect of a morning's work.. Nice?

After the "tiring" car wash(i did nothing at all), i went home for a short nap though all i did was watching tv & playing game while deardear nick went for his car practical.. Both he & my sister's TP coming soon.. Hope they can 1 time pass like me.. Then i went back to nicky's house to wait for the person to deliver the lightings over(Those lightings cost a damn $1500).. Soon, we were on our way to quan kai's(gracie's bf of 3 yrs) father house to see his sister's 3rd child's 1 month celebration.. Ate a little at the buffet & left shortly afterwards.. Kind of bored staying there & quan kai's cousin were so inconsiderate.. Stood in front of the tv when people are watching it.. Sorry kai.. No offence.. If they think they got special powers to be invisible, please try again.. FAIL! Initially planned to go for prawn fishing at night but "mum" spoils everything by going to her stupid church thingy & spoil the whole plan i had organised so nicely.. But well, grace had to work so kind of no choice too(Hope she change to a normal job soon).. Btw, she's working at K-Pool located at Jurong Point.. Do visit her when you go by that area BUT no special discount.. No prawn fishing so ended up playing mahjong.. Till what time i have no idea.. I only know i have to wake up early in morning again to go for gathering at my grandma's place.. Panda's are taking over my body soon.. Help!! I dun wanna look like them..

Friday, August 18, 2006

★Brief Introduction Of Myself★

That's Me!!
All along i have nvr believed in blogging & think that blogging is a waste of time & a very stupid thing to do.. How ironic now that im actually posting my 1st blog.. After reading my friends blog i totally change my concept abt blogging.. Actually blogging is just another form of writing in a diary just that instead of wasting money buying those cute books & that people actually get to see your thoughts.. Hmmm.. I must be careful of what i write here.. Lol.. Ok.. Here goes my introduction.. Born into a family of 2 extremely dominating parents and 2 younger + dumber then me siblings(Hope they dun see this..).. Sometimes i wonder who do i inherit most of the genes.. A mix of both i guess.. Hot tempered like my mother (so glad this is the only part im like her.. U dun wan to know the rest of her.. Phew!) but sometimes cool as ice like my father & definitely a funny + humourous + witty joker like my father etc.. etc.. etc.. But HEY! I definitely have my own unique personality & character of my own.. Im not exactly a replica of them though true that they were the ones that brought me into this world.. Hmmm.. Sometimes i also wonder if it was a good thing to be brought up in this kind of family background resulting the kind of person i am right now.. Im in actual fact a spoilt brat/princess(spoilt n pampered by my father of cos) but can be independent & matured when needed.. An extreme person for example either i love a person very deeply or i hate them to the core though i can be forgiving sometimes & forget abt the whole matter BUT some things just cannot be forgiven.. Right now that im already married for 29 days to be exact, it's time i learn to really start growing up though some things are still hard to change.. Ok.. That's me & that's abt it..
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