Wednesday, November 29, 2006
Ok.. Enough story telling.. I know i made it sound very tragic but fatso's wife really met with an accident.. It's fate ba.. He did too many bad things le so now karma.. Ok la.. Just joking la.. I not so evil..
His car was his everything & at that moment i think his world came crashing down on him & his OC refuse to let him take leave the next day to settle his car & insist that he must go back to camp to do his SOC.. Pitiful? Yes.. Deserve my pity? NO! Serve him right.. He pretty well deserve it.. I know his OC is a fucking chee bye la but still, alot things is he ask for it de.. If he would just try his best to clear his SOC, none of this shit would have happened.. He always got the mentality that he won't be able to pass his SOC so no point going back & definitely not willing to put in the effort.. Say him also not happy.. Want shout at me somemore.. From now onwards, you settle your own things.. Don't come & complain to me.. I'm not interested in listening to rubbish.. Clog up my brain & kill my brain cells.. Uh ah.. No thanks..
I would prefer to act blur & live longer if you would just respect my decision.. Thank you very much..
Monday, November 27, 2006
Khai, Gracie & Me!
Woohoo! I'm coming!
On your mark.. Get Set.. Ready..
Hehe.. Here i am..
Quit staring at my breast!
Help! Hammock swallowing me..
Deardear & his stupid face..
The most blissful couple ard..
Posing for the camera there on our way back..
Khai thinking: This 2 is siao 1..
Doesn't the sunset and small islands look beautiful? It feels to relaxed & soothing to look at all this scenery.. If only i could stay there forever.. =)
Friday, November 24, 2006
Er.. Let's talk abt something nice.. Hmmm.. Ok.. I got it.. My colleague sooooo sweet.. His name is Christopher.. In short, we just call him Chris.. He's always the 1 to send me & a bunch of other female colleagues go for lunch as the nearest hawker centre is not exactly within walking distance.. Tuas ma.. What you expect? Ok.. Anyway, he was also the guy who helped me catch mousey.. Why i say he sweet? Cause he knows that i'm all alone downstairs so since he got speakers in his office, he gave it to me (Woohoo!) so now i can listen to songs or radio from com instead of listening from MP3.. Don't need waste battery le.. So? Sweet hor? Then today morning the moment he stepped in, he ask abt my keyboard as he knows that is kind of hard to press as the buttons are too hard & more protruding than the normal keyboards so he immediately went up & brought another easier to use keyboard & change my usual 1.. Wow! What can i say? Too touched for words.. The people here are just so nice..
I had a weird dream last night.. It's seems to be trying to tell me something.. I'm not very sure though.. I almost woke up crying.. I'm recording it down just in case i forget abt it.. I dreamt abt a father & son.. In my dream, i seem to be very close to this 2 person & i know the son since young.. They live in a rented attap house if i'm not wrong.. Slowly as i start to grow up, i start seeing less of them until we don't see each other anymore but they ever promise me that as long as i wanted, they would stay there forever..
Many years later, me & my parents decided to visit.. We were unsure if they still lived there & i was unsure if they still remember the promise they made to me.. I let my parents go up 1st as i have mixed feelings.. I seem to have let them down by not visiting them for so many years since they treated me so well throughout my childhood days & i didn't know how sad & disappointed i'll feel if they no longer stay there.. Suddenly, i heard voices upstairs.. Suddenly i had the urge to just run up & i did.. The moment i saw them, i had a overwhelming feeling washed over & within me.. I ran over to hug them.. I couldn't control myself anymore & started crying.. They remembered & kept their promise to me even though i didn't visit them for so many years..
That's when the idiotic handphone alarm rang & woke me up from this dream i had.. It seems so vague & yet feels so real.. I really felt like crying when i sat on bed thinking back of the dream i had.. I wonder who are the 2 person & how am i related to them? Do they really exist?
I do not know how to describe this dream i had.. It seems to be such a beautiful dream but it seems so eerie to be dreaming abt 2 people whom you don't even know yet they feel so close to me.. To me, they are people who i can nvr reach unless i dream of them which i doubt i'll ever have this dream again so i can nvr find out who they are.. It's seems so near but yet feels so far.. This dream will always remain a mystery to me..
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
I hate people who doesn't keep their promise.. You don't promise already & don't do it somemore still got the cheek ask "I got promise you meh?" when people ask for the promise to be fulfilled.. It's not funny.. Don't humiliate me & make me look like a fucking beggar.. Chee bye.. I don't beg ok? Knn! You know who you are you fucking bloody son-of-a-bitch stupid asshole.. @#&#*$*#$%#%#
Today, i woke up to go take bus for work.. Deardear was sweet enough to accompany me to the bus stop.. When the bus came, i realise i forgot to bring my wallet out.. Ahahaha.. Blur sotong.. End up deardear have to send me to work.. He was complaining on how i can actually forget my wallet but today he off ma.. It's fated that he have to send me to work.. Hahaha..
Today, i caught a don't know rat or mice as it was rather small size but has a ratty colour.. Actually not i catch la.. I got a guy to help me catch cause i'm always alone on the groundfloor except for at least 20 goldfishes swimming in a tank accompanying me throughout my day at work.. Ok.. Back to the cute creature.. I saw out of the corner of my eyes a shadow run across.. I thought it was a cockroach & it totally freaked me out but when i turn my head to search for it just in case it runs up my leg, i saw the mousey crouching in a corner.. I was thinking to myself where the hell did that mouse alike thing came from? It looked so small & cute but i didn't dare touch as i'm afraid it might run away or bite me when i catch it.. Just then, my colleague walked in.. I told him to catch it for me.. He did & he brought it up with him to the office.. It was until lunchtime when he told me that mousey was dead.. I was devastated.. Ok.. Abit too kua zhang.. Was just playing ard with words but still i was upset over the fact that mousey did not survive.. I wonder what happened to it before i found it.. Sighz.. Life is so vulnerable..
My tamagotchi died after giving birth to a son.. I miss her.. Her son look so ugly now.. Guess that's the initial stage.. I wonder what he will look like when he grow up?
Monday, November 20, 2006
1st of all, i would like thank all my friends who has been giving me support when i'm not working.. I would like to thank Lix for helping me keep a lookout for job opportunities though sad to say, i did not succeed in applying for the job.. Give thanks to fatso kor for keeping me company & most of all, i would like to thank my hubby for supporting me be it moral or financial wise.. Thank you so much & I Love You.. Muacks.. You are the best husband in the whole world or not? Erm.. Ok.. Give you face.. You're the best for now.. Be good & don't piss me off ok?
Initially, i was abit nervous about my 1st day on the job.. I wonder how are the people there? I wonder if i can actually get used to working there blah blah blah.. It seems that all my worries have gone down the drain.. My job is pretty simple & i get paid $1.3k for just doing simple recep & data entry.. The boss is a sucker man.. Haha.. Nah.. Maybe that's just the beginning & more is to come in the future but at least i enjoy working there.. Beats working at my previous where i have to do so many things for just a measly pay & MOST of the people there are just so fucked up.. Fuck man.. Should have left long ago.. Fucking waste my time & 8 months of youth there.. Oh.. And the people here are really nice.. All came & shake hands with me.. Asking my name.. Welcome me aboard the company.. Whoo.. I feel like a VIP.. Haha.. Not bad for the 1st day..
Oh ya.. My tamagotchi gave birth to a new small tamagotchi.. Cool right?
Saturday, November 18, 2006
Today suppose to go swimming de but bee bee dua me again.. Fucking chee bye.. Why people ard me always like this de? Knn.. Give a better excuse la if don't know how to lie.. The moment she tell me she's going clubbing, i knew she wouldn't be able to wake up in time.. Why must lie? Better still, don't give any excuse at all.. Fucking hell make people piss off.. Where got people early 4am message say period come then cannot go de? It's so damn fucking obvious.. Even my sister as a slow thinker also know she's lying lor.. Mayb she more stupid than my sis.. I don't know man.. What did i do to deserve friends like this? Ask me call her in the afternoon so she can come meet me for lunch.. Fine! I still stupid go & call her.. Then? She did not answer la.. Evening then call me say sorry.. For FUCK?
Damn tulan.. Go eat steamboat with my sister, khai & deardear.. Fatso kor call me & say his brother found a rather cute silky terrier but since they can't keep it cause their mother is a fucking chee bye, chao chee bye, pua chee bye, lao chee bye.. I don't know la.. Fatso kor say de.. Kekeke.. Ok.. I frame him.. Is i say de.. Don't know why got people so fuck up de.. I thought my mother is the worst but his mother is even worse.. They can fight le.. On par man.. I was thinking of putting them together & let them fight till both they die & spare everyone the torture.. Erm.. Ok.. Abt the silky terrier.. My sister happily accepted the dog as it look so much like the previous dog we had though it's slightly bigger in size cause it's a silky & not a yorkshire but i still think Danny looks cuter.. He look like a fucking mouse more than a dog.. I believe it's fate as today is exactly the day after 7 months that Danny passed away.. 18th April 2006.. The saddest day in our life.. He left our lives without me seeing him 1 last time..
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
In the afternoon, we went to meet Jing Jing & Wilson then proceed to Vivo City to find Ginny.. Going to Vivo City was a fucking bad idea.. The people there are crazy.. So damn crowded till i can't breath.. Still, i enjoyed myself though i was kind of like left out between the conversation Ginny had with Jing Jing but it's ok.. They accompanied me to go look for a new pair of heels but still can't find something i like.. Sianz... We saw this guy in green holding 2 boards that say shop at Vivo City.. So damn funny.. He machiam traffic police like that then he was kind of like dancing with the 2 small boards on his hand.. So fucking funny.. He not tired meh? Dance whole day.. We just stood there & laugh.. He saw us & said "Hi!" OMG! If he came over, i would smack him in the face.. Just toooooo funny..
Oh! The reason why we meet up is to celebrate Wilson & Jing Jing's birthday.. We went to Marina South for Steamboat.. Wilson's treat.. It seems that deardear's duty was there to peel the prawns for us.. Haha.. I'm such a bad bad wife.. Didn't even bother to cook for him.. Sob.. Sob.. I'm sorry deardear.. Hee..
After dinner, as Ginny would like to have ice cream as desserts, we went to Holland V for ICE CREAMS at Gelare.. Mmmmm.. The ice creams were delicious.. Yummy! Not suitable for those who wants to go on a diet.. Erm.. I'm 1 of them but i guess it wouldn't really hurt if it's just once awhile ba.. Keke.. Who am i lying to man? We had a funny episode at the Gelare's with Jing Jing & Ginny.. We wanted to go toilet & Ginny was the most desperate to get to the toilet.. We waited outside for quite some time & Ginny tried to push open 1 of the doors but it wouldn't budge so everyone thought there was someone in the toilet & whoever the person is, is taking a fucking long time to get out.. Ginny was just there complaining loudly that she needed to go to the toilet real soon.. I decided to just push the door real hard to scare the person inside.. End up, there was no one in the toilet.. Ginny just didn't push the door hard enough.. It was hilarious.. We were laughing like a bunch of crazy womans.. Deardear came to find out what was taking us so long but we were just there laughing uncontrollably.. We went home after that..
On monday, the agent called me again.. I was told that i was selected for the job at Tuas.. Will be starting work next monday.. I wonder if i'll be able to adapt to it.. Got to work at least 2 months before i can leave the company if i find it not suitable.. Stress man.. Knn.. No choice la.. I need the money..
Yesterday, we went with my sister to BBDC for her TP again.. We were there to give her support but in the end, she flopped again.. 48 demerit points.. Unbelievable.. 12 points more than the previous test.. She must be too nervous but i must say she's brave.. She just cried for awhile & she's back to normal again as if nothing happened.. If it were me, i would have cried for months.. We played mahjong with her so as to not let her think too much of what happened.. Ordered KFC for lunch & to make her feel better, i got fatso kor to bring us in to malaysia for a spin & buy cigarettes at the same time.. Deardear didn't want to go so just me, my sister, khai & fatso kor.. We had dim sum when we were there..
After we got out of malaysia, Gracie wanted to go Geylang see prostitute so we went.. She came up with a really damn crazy idea.. Ask Khai to get down the car & ask 1 of the prostitute "How much?" Haha.. Of cause Khai wouldn't do it.. I thought fatso kor might a more suitable candidate to do it.. He got the lecherous aka hum sap look.. Muahaha.. I not scared of you.. Bleah.. =p
In the end, they negotiated to just whistle at 1 of them when we go go past them so that we can all go home & call it a day.. It took Khai quite some time to actually gather the courage to do it.. Fatso kor no fun.. Not sporting de.. Next time don't want go out with him already..