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Monday, June 4, 2007

Last sat is the worst day in my life. I have nvr ever expect that he will 1 day tell me in my face that he doesn't love me anymore.

He said it was a mistake to marry me & now he wants to divorce me. It has been 3 days. I still cannot believe what he said is true.

I can still feel the pain in my heart so it's not just a bad dream. Everything is real. It's happening in my life. That was the last thing i expected to hear from him.

I don't know what to do. I don't know how to react. I only know i love him too much to let go. I thought it was the same for him. I nvr expect him to let go of me so easily.

I wish everything is just a bad dream but the pain lingers in my heart & it's not going away. I wish i can go back to the past to the deardear who will nvr say this things to me.

He told me on our wedding day that he is going to bring me away from all the troubles & give me happiness but now it's not coming true.

He told me that no matter what happens, we will always be together. We will nvr ever divorce. He said there will be no divorce at the present & in the future.

I know he's been hurt badly but i'm also hurt. Why can't things be simple? I only want us to be like in the past. I swear i will nvr ever hurt him again.

I really love him with all my heart. Why can he be so cruel & heartless to say that he don't love me anymore? It's not true. I refuse to believe that it's true.

If i was given a chance to go back to the past, i will be the nicest gf & wife he will ever have. I will treat him with utmost respect & serve him well.

If only, i can be given this chance to go back which is nvr ever coming into my life. The chance has been given once & will not come back again.

He has once again open another wound in me. I do not know how long it will take to heal this time. Mayb it will remain open for the rest of my life.

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