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Monday, June 30, 2008

Letting go is tough...

Daddy has already gone back and tomorrow is a beginning of my new job and life. I'm feeling nervous. Somehow sadness overwhelms that feeling.

Letting go is a tough and painful process especially your loved ones but in life, we do encounter such setbacks but we just have to learn to let it go.

There is no point in holding back to something which no longer belongs to you. It'll only make you and your life more miserable.

He wants to go, so i give him his freedom. It wasn't easy and it nvr will be. That doesn't mean i love him any lesser.

I will always love him. He will always be in my heart. I just want him to be happy. I just want to see him smile again.

If fate allows and we are meant to, we will be together. I don't wanna think so much anymore. Let him fly and find the happiness that he wants.

I'll give him my blessings when the time comes. I can only pray to God to give me the strength to carry on and peace to be in my heart.

Now i can only focus on myself to become a better person and my job. I have a goal. To get a promotion which i have nvr ever gotten before.

I'm already feeling more peace and less pain in my heart. Tears still do flow from my eyes from time to time.

I do not know the reason why i tear anymore. Maybe it's the pain i feel for him and maybe it's the peace i got for myself.

Maybe it's the pain flowing from my heart in the form of tears. I don't know how long it will last. It's as though i have no control over my tears anymore.

For best or for worse, God will bless me... This is for him...

I can see the pain living in your eyes
And I know how hard you try
You deserve to have so much more
I can feel your heart and I sympathize
And I'll never criticize all you've ever meant to my life
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but goodbye
You deserve a chance at the kind of love
I'm not sure I'm worthy of
Losing you is painful to me
I don't want to let you down
I don't want to lead you on
I don't want to hold you back
From where you might belong
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to say but good-bye
You would never ask me why
My heart is so disguised
I just can't live a lie anymore
I would rather hurt myself
Than to ever make you cry
There's nothing left to try now it's gonna hurt us both
it's no other way than to say goodbye

1 comment:

Melvin said...

Teacher: I'm gonna punish both of u boys for not doing ur homework.Go and write ur name 500 times on the blackboard.

Student: But its not fair teacher!

Teacher: Why is that so?

Student:It's becoz his name is roy and mine is balasubramanian

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