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Friday, October 31, 2008

Happy Halloween!

Sorry for the lack of updates.

Went out on Deepavali with my sis and khai. We went to watch movie, The Coffin. What can i say? Most lame thai horror show i've ever watched.

Been really busy with work. Was to give admin training on wednesday on our system and necessary paperwork to new staff so was busy preparing the materials.

So far working here, 3 colleagues has already left us so here comes new staff and thanks to Jimmy, i had to give the training.

3 ladies and Jaya, the man who is taking over Jimmy's position aka my future manager. I think i really sucks at teaching.

1 to 1 training i'm still ok la but teaching so many people at the same time in conference room is seriously not my forte.

I get stucked with words at times. I've only seen Jimmy do such trainings but never expect that he will throw me go die like this.

Wahahahaha! Actually not a bad experience la. Since i know my stuff well and Jimmy has enough trust in me to do a good job i should be proud ba.

I should share my knowledge with my new colleagues and if i teach them well, they won't come disturb me in the future le. Kekeke...

After training, Jimmy told me that our GM wanted to join in de but i was already half way through the training le.

Am i lucky or what? If she were to join, i think i'll perspire like mad, stress out and break down on the spot. Lol...

Eventually, i did fall sick yesterday. Had slight fever and my throat was feeling really dry. Felt dizzy and kept running to the toilet. Get nauseous when i smell food.

Doctor say that i overstretch my stomach that's why stomach don't feel well. I was thinking to myself that i already don't eat much lor.

Just happen that i was feeling extremely hungry after the training and all i had was a fish burger la. Got people more suay than me anot?

Anyway, today is Halloween's Day. Wooooooooooooo... Pontianak coming to catch you tonight. Wishing everyone a Happy Halloween!

To join in the fun and create the atmosphere, here's a picture for all to enjoy!

Warning: Not for the weak-hearted.













Scary anot? =p

Tuesday, October 21, 2008

A super lousy day

Yippee! I finally got my internet connection back but it came at a very heavy price.

Yesterday i was on leave so i went down to orchard to apply internet since i have a friend working there, but i didn't meet him at all cause he went out to do some business. His colleague attended to me instead.

I was soooooo happy that they actually provide cash and carry which means i don't have to wait for them to deliver. I just carry the modem home and plug in myself.

It was a pretty hot day so i thought of sitting down someplace and have a drink.

I was walking along the pavement and as you guys know that on top of the drain, there's always a metal plate.

Who would expect the metal plate to give way? I step on 1 that did and my whole leg went into the drain.

I had 1 hand carrying my bag and another hand holding on to the modem in a plastic bag. Was kinda heavy.

I was lucky not to fall face flat into the drain. I did not sustain any injuries but i did sort of sprain my ankle a little and stretch my lower thigh muscles.

Sooooooooooo super paiseh la and was in alot of pain. Everybody just stare and nobody actually step forward to help. I was wearing a super short mini skirt some more. Talk about adding insult to injury man.

I felt pretty helpless at that point of time and almost cried but i told myself that i have been through alot more things that's much worse than this so it's nothing.

I've already grown up and i can take care of myself. Cannot cry like a small kid anymore. I picked myself up and limped to the nearest cafe.

I ordered a ice cold mocha and sat down on a sofa to rest my leg. The mocha didn't have much taste but i still felt satisfied.

I guess i'm a pretty easily satisfied person. I felt really relaxed sitting down there with a shelter over my head. I didn't feel so relatively hot anymore.

Alot went through my mind while i was wasting time away but it felt pretty good to be all alone sitting there and enjoying my drink.

I cleared alot of my thoughts there with no disturbance. I know what i want to do with my life and my long term plans.

I only pray that i have enough time to do everything i want to do.

Wednesday, October 15, 2008

Lousy Week...

It has been a really lousy week for me. On monday, i was called into the GM office and got reprimanded for nothing.

My internet has been cut off because the contract ended. Very sickening. Lots of work to do even when i'm at home but can't access my email.

My wisdom tooth is giving me lots of pain since last week. Arghhhhh!!!!

Yesterday during meeting, my manager announce a really bad news to us. He is being taken down by the GM to the R&D department with effect on 1st Nov.

Another guy from drainage department will be promoted as our manager. I think it was a result of my manager fighting too hard for us.

It really came as a shocking news to me. Was unable to accept it. It feels as though my mum is telling me my dad is not my real dad that kind of feeling.

Ya. I know it's abit exaggerating la but i really feel very sad lor. I will miss my boss la. I couldn't help but weep like a small kid. Why is the GM so against us?

We are afterall the only department generating revenue for the company. Sighz... I guess that's what happen when there is a new GM on board.

Different thinking, different ways of doing things. We staff of the low ranking can only accept and adapt to the changes. I really hate working under woman sometimes.

I think there will be more to come. A storm awaits us at the front. We must brace ourselves to survive the storm. Only 2 choices. Do or die!

Suddenly feel like watching my wedding video again. Started crying all over again but it feels pretty good to let it out.

I guess i just needed a reason to cry and let out my frustrations except i don't vent it some innocent party like what i used to do in the past.

The video shows 2 very happy people. The guy was doing all the demands from all the jie mei's so he could get to his wife.

There they are smiling so happily and looking forward to a happily ever after life together. He promised her dad to look after and take good care of her.

Now this 2 person has already gone from the surface of the world. There is no trace of them left. What's left is only memories and pieces from a broken heart.

Even though it hurts but i realise from watching the video that i don't regret marrying him at all despite all the things he have done to hurt me.

It's just that things happen in such a fast pace, i have no time to catch my breath at all. Now that i have all the time, i'm beginning to heal bit by bit.

I won't say i have totally got over this whole issue but it doesn't really hurt me that much anymore and i don't really care anymore.

Some things are just not worth the effort anymore and i shouldn't be wasting time dwelling on it. I have already moved on with my life.

For the 1st time, i tasted the sweetness of freedom and not getting tied down by someone else. I can go anywhere i like and do whatever i like.

For the 1st time, i can stand on my own feet and not depend on someone else. Being independent feels really good.

For the 1st time, i can do things i want to do without having to think and care about what others will say but of cause, if the things i do will get them involved or hurt them, i won't do it.

I do miss him at times but not so much anymore. I'm slowly forgetting him. He is slowly fading away from my mind.

All i have and care about now is my work, my studies, my family and friends who truly care.

I don't think i will go to beyond's concert le. I'm saving up my money for a certain future plan that i have in mind.

Talking about concert. I forgot to mention this in my trip to genting. Sammi happen to be there having a concert while we were there.

The tickets are like freaking cheap la. Grace was pestering me to go to the concert with her but the cheapest tickets ran out real fast.

She kept grumbling about me not fast enough to buy the tickets. I offered her to go alone on a more expensive ticket but she don't want.

What we did was to stand outside the stadium on the cold lonely streets and try to catch what was going on inside.

I was freezing on the insides le but still continue to stay there like an idiot. Can hear abit also song lor. I think Grace and me can be very mad at times.

I also saw my ex driving instructor, Mr. Lim there on the day we were suppose to go home. What a coincidence huh?

Sighz... End of my lunch break. Back to work.

Friday, October 10, 2008

Life is so far so good...

Beyond is coming to town again. The last i saw of them was like 2 years back. I'm a huge fan of theirs and was very sad when the lead singer died in a freak accident.

I badly wanna go see them again but i don't think i should spend the money like this plus this time round, it's only 2 of them though my favourite drummer is coming.

Sighz... Growing up is torturing. There are so many things you need to learn and always have to think twice about a certain decision but i guess that's life.

I receive my letter of acceptance loh. Tomorrow go make payment to make sure i get a place 1st. So happy... Can't wait for my course to start.

I realise that i don't really blog much about my job. Well... I think i just didn't know what to say. Work is good. My boss is also good. Colleagues good.

My boss brings me out when i request to see a particular job done cause i'm interested to know more about our products and how is the process.

Just like today. I just went to see our service guys at work. Pretty cool and it feels good to get out of the office once awhile.

I'm learning alot of new things on our products and services. Everything just seem so interesting and amazing to me and my boss is more than happy to show it to me.

I get to go around with him and see how he close sales. Today i even get to go home early cause we ended at a weird timing and it doesn't seem right for me to go back office.

Apart from that, the only bad thing is that sales team everyday is like having a constant war with branch support. Shall further explain when i've got the time.

In a way, it's somehow like sales against branch support. Department against department and not internal conflict or politics.

We work pretty well as a team and my boss is always there supporting us so i'm pretty happy with the way things are.

So what more can i ask for? Life may sucks at times but that's life. No one is perfect. Everyone meets up with problems in their everyday lives.

I'm not a troublemaker but i attract troubles like honey attracts bees. I'm just glad to have my family and friends supporting me all this while.

Monday, October 6, 2008

Genting Trip Part 2

I promised photos but after posting them up in friendster, i really super lazy to post it up here le. If you guys wanna see it then go view my friendster ok? Sorry la...

This is my friendster web address.

Overall, the genting trip had been pretty fun. Will probably be going again soon. This time, i'll just stay in the casino. Lol...

I'm in a pretty happy mood because i got my confirmation letter and an increment to go with it. Super happy!

Last night something happened. I was washing my face and when i look into the mirror, i saw 1 bloody big cockroach climbing on the tiles behind me.

The 1st thing i did was to call out for him to kill the pest. He took a roll of newspaper, went into the bathroom and "SMACK!"

For one moment, it felt as though my husband is back and we are a happily married couple but i know it's not true.

I felt that way for about 1 sec when i jolted back to reality again. He is gone. The husband that i love has already left me.

I still kinda miss him at times and wonder where he went to.

The guy that stands in front of me right now, i no longer know who he is.
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