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Sunday, April 12, 2009

I will be strong...

Life has dealt me with many severe blows but yet, life goes on.

Yes. I do cry and feel weak but i know i have to move on. Life doesn't stop just there.

I will learn to stand on my own feet and be strong. I must be strong because there is no one here for me anymore except God and i think that is good enough.

Only He will never give up on me. Even people you trust most will eventually hurt you and just leave you alone when you need them the most.

Despite all the changes in my life, my relationship and work, i will prove to them that i can be strong and adapt to the changes.

There is no motive in my life anymore. I think i will manage to find one but for now, my goal is to do well in my studies so as not to disappoint myself.

I can only take a step at a time now. There is no point in planning for the future because the future always change.

There is no guarantee in anything. Things often change when you least expect it. I guess in this world, when there is no expectations, there will be no hurt.

I'm sick and tired of getting hurt again and again by people that you love and trust most.

Why are human beings so selfish and always thinking for themselves?

Maybe it's just me. I'm always thinking for others without thinking for myself. I need to learn to be selfish.

I need to start thinking for myself and not for others. I know it's be difficult for me to do it because it's just not my nature but i need to try.

I may hurt many in the event but i have no choice. I'm just human. I'm not wonder woman. I don't know how much more hurts and pains my heart can withstand before i totally break down.

I can only say currently i'm lucky to have a bunch of good teammates in class. They help me forget all my pains temporarily but i know i can't depend on them forever.

God will help me. He will save me. Will try to post something on a happier note next time.
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