Im not in a good mood to write anything today.. It's going to be 1 nasty day for me.. I already had a nasty morning & i believe the rest of the day will be pretty much the same except deardear's leaving me tonight to go thailand with his camp mates for training.. I'll be all alone.. So alone.. Suddenly, i feel so lonely.. (Lonely... Im Mr Lonely... I have nobody for my own...) When i've cool down & feel more calm then mayb i'll post an entry on what happen to me today..