Showing posts from January, 2008

Happy like FUCK!!!


2 more deals closed! So happy!!! Happy until i'm gonna drop dead! Just take pay(with increment) today! Daddy is coming back tomorrow! All the more happy! All those sleepless nights are worth it!

Don't be crazy. I did not stay up at night to do work. I just couldn't get to sleep. No idea why either. Just can't sleep well. I might be having imsomnia.

Is that bad? Actually it wasn't like i totally did not sleep. It's just that i keep having weird dreams & kept waking up in the middle of the night.

What the hell is wrong with me? Is it work stress? I have no freaking idea! I think i'm more stress abt Chinese New Year coming.

All the shit abt having to give ang pows. Why should married people give ang pow? They should make it in a way that only people with kids should give ang pow(so they can earn back abit ma).

Or people after the age of 35 then must give ang pow so people got no excuse not to marry & still must give & also i can have 10 more years…

What does friends & trust means?

It makes me wonder sometimes how people you think is your friend betrays you over & over again.

The point is, why do i always trust them despite them doing things to hurt me again & again? Am i simply too stupid or just too kind hearted?

I sure do not know the real reason. I may have inherited my father's stupidity of being too trusting & therefore getting myself hurt for nothing.

That is all going to change. I must be more hard hearted & not forgive so easily so as to not get myself hurt for people who are simply not worth it.

I especially hate friends who 'zhong se qing you'(choosing gf/bf over friends). This people are worthless & absolutely useless.

They treat their friends like shit & depend on nothing but their partners they don't even know will be with them forever or just simply making use of them.

When the other party decides to leave them, they come back to their friends acting so pitiful expecting their friends to take pity & forgive th…

work... Work.. WORK!!!

No. I'm not complaining. I still love my job, my colleagues and my boss. They are by far the best i ever had.

It's just that mayb i have been pushing myself a little too hard. What can i do? My boss has got high expectations from me.

It's not her fault ok? It's not everyday you get a boss who can see where your talent is & let you make full use of it. I know she likes me & she wants me to succeed.

I feel that it's an honour for me. I, myself has got great expectations on myself too & therefore i start to demand alot from myself.

I cannot afford to fail. I must succeed. It has been a long time since i felt such strong determination from myself.

Fatso kor says i'm crazy to work so hard & i say he is the crazy one. If a person has got no motive or goal in their life then that is truly pathetic.

Eventually, the person will go crazy from feeling that he/she is a useless person with no purpose in life.

Mayb he is right in certain ways. I have overworked myse…

I hate liars!

I have never seen a more stupid person than fatso. He is the most stupid & worse liar.

On wednesday afternoon, i ask if he can transfer me the money that he owe me as i do not have any money with me anymore. He said okay.

The next day afternoon, i went to check my account & only saw the amount deardear transfer me therefore i called fatso in the afternoon & ask.

He gave a very surprise gasp followed by saying that he transfer le & even ask if i really did not receive. I said ya & he said that he will go check.

I gave him the benefit of doubt that he might really transfer wrong account. That was in the afternoon slightly after lunch.

I only receive his call 10 plus at night, he read out & ask if my account is correct then said that he did transfer & ask me to check again. I check & this time the money was in.

I told him that just transfer only. He got the bloody cheek to say he don't know why like this & he got nothing to say.

I was like WTF? It was so …

I hate hypocrites!

I am so pissed!

How often do you forget that you owe your friend money?

How often does your friend forget that they owe you money?

What do you do when you are not happy abt certain things that your friends do?

You FREAKING talk to them abt it right?


You don't go around bad-mouthing them nor do you go around telling their sister or brother abt it right?

If is true friends then got what not happy say it straight to your friend la. I fucking this kind of hypocrite!

In front of you like nothing happen but behind you, they fucking talk bad abt you! Not as if people do things on purpose ok?

If i'm not happy abt you i will tell you straight in your face! I don't go around acting like nothing happen when i'm not happy with you.

I only do that to people whom i don't regard as friends & if i hate you!

Don't expect me to respect you if you don't fucking give me the respect i deserve because you don't fucking deserve it as well!

Not happy with what i say tell me l…
Hi guys! I’m back! Don’t worry. I didn’t get lost & disappear. I was merely busy accompanying my dad before both he & i goes back to work.

I’m starting work today & daddy is leaving this afternoon. Can’t send him. So sad lah! Waaaahhhhhh!!!

Ok la ok la! My bad for not updating. Do not abandon me please... I'm sad enough abt my dad going back & me not being able to send him.

I had some good news which i forget to say & i was suppose to tell you guys before i go holiday.


Wahahaha!!! I close it just 1 day before i leave for my holiday. I'm good or what? Heh heh... Erm... I think i shoudn't be contented just like this.


This is a promise i make to myself.

Any new year resolutions? Share it! As for me, i do not really have any new year resolutions to make apart from quit smoking. Cigarettes are getting extremely expensive.

I do have a small wish though. To be successful in whatever i do especially in my job. I'm a…