Everything will be fine...

Life has not been exactly good for me. I still miss me him alot and the pain in my heart just won't go away.

I've been hurt pretty badly but i'm not complaining because i hurt him 1st and how much i regretted it.

I feel pretty miserable at times and tears just flow from my eyes. People who hate me will be happy to know that.

I'm thankful that a bunch of long lost friends actually called up on me and shower their care and concerns on me.

I also know that God will always be there for me no matter what happens. I pray to him faithfully everyday.

I trust that he will slowly take my pain away and heal my wounds. I will stand up and be strong again.

I've found a job as a Sales and Marketing Coordinator. Starting next tues and dad is coming back tomorrow until mon.

Everything will be fine i believe.

I will take this opportunity to understand myself and where i went wrong. I've learnt to see things in a more open heart.

It might not always be other people's fault. Sometimes we need to do some self reflection on ourselves.

I have been very self centered and always see things as other people's fault. Always finding mistakes with others.

I'm not perfect and i do commit mistakes as well. From now on, i shall always ask if it's my fault 1st before pushing the blame to others.

Even if the mistake was made by others, we should always have a forgiving heart towards other people because we never know when we need forgiveness from others too.

It is also miserable to bear grudges and hate another person. God always teaches us to Love our neighbour as ourselves.

Though love can be painful at times but i personally feel that it's much better than hating another person. You wouldn't want others to hate you too right?

Love = Hate

Love and hate is just a thin line across. Only when you love a person can you hate that person and if you hate a person, it means you have loved the person so no matter what, the person still holds a special meaning in your heart. So do you choose to love or hate?

I will choose to love everyone ard me no matter what are the things they have done to hurt me. Love can do wonders. I shall humble myself and have a forgiving heart because you never know if you've hurt the person before.

I also know that i've always been straight forward and hurt peoples feelings unknowingly or even do it knowing that i will hurt the person.

This has been very wrong of me and do not deserve forgiveness. I know that no matter how many times i say sorry, the wound will always be there.

I still wanna say sorry to the people i've hurt out there and hope that i can receive that forgiveness. If i can't, it's ok. I will still love you people.

I've been given a 2nd chance to find a job. I will do my best to appreciate this precious job i've gotten and give my best to whatever i have to do.

I will learn to carry myself well, speak properly to people and think before i speak so as not to hurt anyone again.

I wanna regain some peace and joy into my heart again. Throw away the old Sheila and start anew. To change the world, i gotta change myself 1st.

God Bless those people who have once been hurt by me or even hurt me before. There will always be love and forgiveness ard.


  1. Ah Lek was asked to make a sentence using 1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10.

    1 day i go 2 climb 3 outsidea hse to peep but the couple saw me, i panic and 4 down. The man rush out and wanted to 5 with me, I run so fast till i felt 6 n throw up. I go into 7 eleven and grap some 8 to throw at him then i took a 9 and try to stab him. 10 God he run away so i put the 9 back and pay for the 8 and left 7 eleven. Next day i call my boss and say i 6, he said 5! tmr also no need come 4 work. He also ask me climb 3 and jump down. I dun understand i so nice 2 him but dunno what he 1.


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