Holiday Mood..

Christmas is just round the corner. I'm already in the holiday mood but i'm not really that excited abt Christmas celebration.

Many things has been going on around me and trapping me in a small space till i can't breath at all.

I feel so miserable at times but nobody knows. I'm only good at doing my job well and keeping things to myself.

I know that certain memories can only be kept in my heart. Those memories are in the past and will never come back again.

All that is left are just lies. Blatant lies and fake promises. Beautiful things just don't last long enough for you to enjoy.

In a snap of the finger and it's gone. *Poof!* Just like this and we are thrown back into reality which is harsh and realistic.

It's a cruel world out there. I can only find peace in God's presence. Only HE can give me the strength to carry on.

I'm so afraid of losing my mind or i might have really lost it that i actually bought a hamster for my brother when he requested it.

It's not that bad i guess. I just hope he can learn to be more responsible. I will also take ownership of the hamster.

She's really cute and adorable. It was love at first sight. I couldn't resist the urge to bring her home. I'm so in love... =)

Having her keeps my mind sane. At least i know i'm not going crazy or anywhere near breaking down.

2 old school friends has been looking for me and asking me out. I'm pretty much happy to see them again. Haven't seen them for the last 8 years or so eversince i quit school.

Miss those days when we were still notorious naughty students taunting each and every teacher that comes into our classroom.

I guess most of us has changed except me but we still have fun while we were out with each other. I realised how much i miss them.

They will be organizing a gathering for other ex classmates as well. Can't wait to see them all grown up. Lol..

Will probably meet this 2 friends this weekend again to go out and have some fun.

Will try to update again soon. Thanks to those dear friends who care. Love you guys.


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