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Testing with iPhone

Test test.. If this works, I can blog anytime loh.. Hooray!

Some thoughts about my childhood

I remember when i was young and just entered primary school, there’s always the famous rumors about girl’s toilet being haunted right?So stupid and naive me (back then ok??) believed it totally. Lol!My mum at that time always used to take leave or she is not working i really can’t remember.Anyway, she will always come to school during recess time to make sure i don’t get cheated of my allowance and of course fetch me after school.So, there was once she came and after my recess i gotta go back to class. She told me she was going to the toilet before going back.I immediately got worried and told her to be careful and told her about the stories i heard.She told me not to worry and left.Usually after school, she’ll be outside the school gates waiting for me.But it was on this day that she decided to try to hide in a corner and see if i would how to go home on my own.When i got out and i don’t see her, i waited for awhile as i thought she might be late but when she don’t appear after waiti…

She’s too damn good..


Constipation sucks!

I don’t have to say much. The title tells it all.Been feeling constipated since last Wednesday. The pain only came in the middle of Saturday night when i’m supposed to wake up early the next day like 8am?Promised my brother to go gym with him and after that we going to East Coast for some roller blading.But i never got to going to this 2 places. I was already tearing with pain and perspiring with cold sweat all over my head.Was suffering like mad and waiting for time to pass for the clinic to be opened at 9am.On the way to the clinic, my friend was laughing at me saying my stomach look like i’m 3 months pregnant.I told him it was full of air and shit. Ask him if he want any of it and he kept his mouth shut.When i got to the clinic, there is already a long queue of people waiting to register.I’m like wth? Sunday still so many people? Omg la. I’m gonna faint le.LL take number and wait lor. Lucky tummy not so pain already but who knows, we waited for like an hour plus yet still not my tu…

Frog leg porridge and desserts

I didn’t go for my interview today because i was too tired. Change it to tomorrow instead.I swear never to step into Chinatown again but was being persuaded by my sister to go search for mahjong tiles there.We had frog leg porridge at the famous porridge store in Chinatown.I don’t know what i’m thinking or i’m still feeling groggy from too much sleep but i did something stupid.My frog leg dropped on the floor and i actually picked it up with my chopstick, throw it back into my porridge and start eating it.I know, i know. OMG! Ewwwwww…Grace, Yvonne and Quan Khai were staring at me open-mouthed with shock.All i could do was just look back at them and laugh like an idiot.After that we went to look at mahjong tiles but didn’t buy any because too ex.Then Yvonne said she wanted to treat us to desserts so we went to Bugis to have dessert.This was the store we went to. I was dying to have my favourite peanut paste and peanut rice balls.Buy, Yvonne came back informing me that they ran out of p…


Just today, i receive a call to go for interview tomorrow. I don’t even remember when i actually applied for this job.The thing is, the location is damn far. At Joo Chiat la! Crazy!!!From Bukit Batok go there take how long man? The girl who called also funny.She knows that i stay at Bukit Batok and she ask me if i can go for interview.Of course i need to know where la correct? So i ask her for the address.She told me the block number followed by Joo Chiat Road. I just woke up when she called so i was a little blur and shocked.I was like, “Huh?” =pImmediately she asked me if it is too far as Joo Chiat is near Geylang there le.Nb! Of course far la. She asking stupid question.Being the nice person i always am.Ahem! I am ok? Don’t laugh and mock at me.Anyway, i just agree to go. I told her i will be there. Go see see look look no harm right?If they willing to offer the kind of ridiculous salary i’m asking for then maybe the distance is not such a big issue. Hehe..But then again, with my c…


Today is officially the day i become jobless AGAIN!Got more time to blog loh. Like real..Everyday at home 做管家婆.Is SUPER sian one lor.Zzzzzzzz…Everyday do nothing expect making sure things are fine at home.How long can this go on i wonder?I’m already turning 27 this year and i have no so called achievement in life unless you regard being able to survive half a year with no job as an achievement.I think i’m gonna be called a useless good for nothing soon.What to do? What to do?So damn sick of my life. God save me!!!Maybe i should just become a full time blogger. What do you readers out there like to read?Think i can try writing stories. Love stories? Horror stories? Comedy? No freaking idea!Give some ideas or opinions please.Anybody got any lobang for job? Part time also can. Let me know ok?Thanks in advance! =)

Test test

Testing testing.. Testing my new windows live writer which makes blogging so much easier.Time to publish!

Lost of loved ones is painful..

I know i haven't been blogging as often as i should be but i'm just too tired.

Recently, lots of things has happened. Even though love life is good but i'm so scared now. It seems as though people are slowly leaving me 1 by 1.

1st was the death of my dear friend Lawrence and now my only grandma from my father's side is gone.

Although i was there to see her breath her last but it's really heart breaking. It's even more heart breaking to see my dad upset.

He never got to see my grandma while she was in coma for the last time even though he did visit her while he was back and when she's still alert.

I went to fetch him early in the morning from the airport. He rushed back to see my grandma. I didn't know what to do as i couldn't control my tears as well.

My dad was walking towards the carpark when he suddenly choked on his own tears and started saying that he was an unfillial son.

I too burst out in tears. I don't know what i can do except to comfort him …


I finally got baptised on the day Jesus raise from his death. 03/04/2010 A day to remember.

It has a been a long awaited day since 1 year ago when I 1st joined RCIA.

Suddenly, it came and go. It felt a little unreal but in my heart, I know I am God's child forever.

When I went into the water, the feeling was hard to describe. I felt so good that I just wanted to shout out loud.

And when Brother Derrick baptised me by pushing my head into the water in the name of The Father, The Son and The Holy Spirit, I felt myself changing. All my sins in the past are gone.

Poor Brother Derrick nearly got punched by me when I came out of the water with my fist in the air shouting YES! Hahaha..

The old Sheila is dead and raised to life together with Jesus is a new Sheila who is determined to change all her bad habits.

I'm so happy now that I'm 1 step closer to God's big family.

Very excited about the life I will be leading in the future. God will have his plans for me.

Our Father In H…

Love grouchy bus drivers..

Don't you simply love grouchy and bad tempered bus drivers that drives the morning peak hour bus?

That is if you are not the driver on the road la.

They shout at idiotic people who doesn't have a mind of their own to move further into the bus so others can get on.

They horn at every single car that refuse to give way or try to eat into their lanes.

I know it's irritating la but it sure feels good to be on time to work. My bus ride to work has never been faster.

In fact, i arrive earlier than expected. I still have time to buy breakfast wor. Too darn cool.

Kudos to the grouchy bus driver of Bus 963 travelling towards Harbourfront. Must write complimentary letter for you. =p

How i wish you are the one driving the bus i take every morning. Kekeke.

Heaven Knows

He's always on my mind
From the time I wake up,
Till I close my eyes
He's everywhere I go
He's all I know
And though he's so far away,
It just keeps getting stronger everyday
And even now he's gone
I'm still holding on
So tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
My friends keep telling me
That if you really love him,
You've gotta set him free
And if he returns in time
I'll know he's mine
But tell me, where do I start
'Coz it's breakin' my heart
Don't wanna let him go
Maybe my love will come back someday
Only heaven knows
And maybe our hearts will find their way
But only heaven knows
And all I can do is hope & pray
'Coz heaven knows.
Why I live in despair
'Coz wide awake or dreamin',
I know he's never there
And all the time …

Love will keep us alive

I was standing
All alone against the world outside
You were searching
For a place to hide
Lost and lonely
Now you've given me the will to survive
When we're hungry love will keep us alive
Don't you worry
Sometimes you've just gotta let it ride
The world is changing
Right before your eyes
Now i've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry love will keep us alive
I would die for you
Climb the highest mountain
Baby, there's nothing i wouldn't do
Now i've found you
There's no more emptiness inside
When we're hungry love will keep us alive

How true is this? Can somebody tell me?

Horrible traffic and youngsters!

Arghhhhh!!! I cannot take it anymore. Singapore is congested with too many cars! No matter how early I wake up to catch the bus, I will still be late because of the stupid jam!

Shouldn’t ‘they’ do something about it? Like create bus lanes everywhere so that commuters don’t have to be caught in the jam together with reckless drivers who get into unnecessary accidents every now and then causing massive traffic jam and inconvenience to others.

I hate taking MRTs because you will get sandwiched and there will be morons around who will tend to try and take advantage of you and aunties like to take trains and they are extremely rude and barbaric!

What makes me most angry are people not giving up seats to those who need it more than them and by saying that, I do not mean for me ok? Don’t be so judgmental.

This morning I got on the bus as usual and as I move further in, there is this elderly man in front of me. He was holding a suitcase and it looks kind of heavy or maybe he just doesn’t have the…

符致逸 - 真的, 我沒事 / Adrian Fu - I Will Be Fine

For Andrew my dear friend.. Jiayou!

So so so sorry..

Omg la! I busy until i totally forget to blog again.

Damn! Must remind myself to blog whenever i can.

Been really busy with work and RCIA. Suffering from mental stress till i'm getting insomnia lately.

Really feel very tired but just can't get to sleep. The worst part is that i'm beginning to hear voices lately at night when i'm going to sleep.

Went to see a doctor but all the doctor can do is to prescribe me sleeping pills but the pills suck. It doesn't help at all. It doesn't even make me feel drowsy.

I can't be depending on sleeping pills all the time as well. I really need a good sleep.

Will somebody out there pray for me please?

I will blog more when i'm not so tired.
A story worth sharing 4 years ago, an accident took my beloved away and very often I wonder, how does my wife, who is now in the heavenly realm, feel right now? She must be feeling extremely sad for leaving a husband who is incapable to taking care of the house and the kid. Cos that is the exact feeling that I have, as I feel that I have failed to provide for the physical and emotional needs of my child, and failed to be the dad and mum for my child.

There was one particular day, when I had an emergency at work. Hence, I
had to leave home whilst my child was still sleeping. So thinking that
there was still rice leftovers, I hastily cooked an egg and left after
informing my sleepy child.

With the double roles, I am often exhausted at work as well as when I am
home. So after a long day, I came home, totally drained of all energy. So
with just a brief hug and kiss for my child, I went straight into the room,
skipping dinner. However, when I jumped into my bed with intention of just
having a well-…