Lost of loved ones is painful..
I know i haven't been blogging as often as i should be but i'm just too tired.
Recently, lots of things has happened. Even though love life is good but i'm so scared now. It seems as though people are slowly leaving me 1 by 1.
1st was the death of my dear friend Lawrence and now my only grandma from my father's side is gone.
Although i was there to see her breath her last but it's really heart breaking. It's even more heart breaking to see my dad upset.
He never got to see my grandma while she was in coma for the last time even though he did visit her while he was back and when she's still alert.
I went to fetch him early in the morning from the airport. He rushed back to see my grandma. I didn't know what to do as i couldn't control my tears as well.
My dad was walking towards the carpark when he suddenly choked on his own tears and started saying that he was an unfillial son.
I too burst out in tears. I don't know what i can do except to comfort him …
Recently, lots of things has happened. Even though love life is good but i'm so scared now. It seems as though people are slowly leaving me 1 by 1.
1st was the death of my dear friend Lawrence and now my only grandma from my father's side is gone.
Although i was there to see her breath her last but it's really heart breaking. It's even more heart breaking to see my dad upset.
He never got to see my grandma while she was in coma for the last time even though he did visit her while he was back and when she's still alert.
I went to fetch him early in the morning from the airport. He rushed back to see my grandma. I didn't know what to do as i couldn't control my tears as well.
My dad was walking towards the carpark when he suddenly choked on his own tears and started saying that he was an unfillial son.
I too burst out in tears. I don't know what i can do except to comfort him …