Recently read through some of my old post and this Backstreet Boys song Shape Of My Heart came to my mind. Just one particular sentence though.
Looking back on the things i've done. I was trying to be someone.
Who was i trying to be? I'm not sure.
I used to be so bad tempered and violent. Every single post was me complaining and screwing someone's ass real bad.
I don't do that nowadays and i'm honestly not sure why. Maybe no one was irritating me as badly as that silly guy used to or i have really changed my temper and tone down a lot.
I sincerely hope it's the latter as i think i really changed a lot over the years and trained my self-control pretty well but i know myself better. I lose control at times.
When i get angry, i can be very scary. I'm a sarcastic and vindictive bitch. Whoever that hurt me, i will go all out stopping at no expense to make sure they suffer the same fate or more.
I guess some things just don't change huh? Me trying to curb my temper…
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