Haze haze go away..
I know I'm way long overdue on my post of how it all started with me and square minded bf. All I had was some stupid erotic sex story that popped out of my mind from nowhere.
Pardon me. I had been very busy. Busy listening to a fucking mad dog barking every morning threatening to bite on everyone's ass if they don't lick his hairy stinking balls.
I really had enough of all this shit. I lack motivation working for assholes like him. Even the sales admin who doesn't have to get scolded by him feels low moral just listening to him. Imagine how we front line warriors feel.
Seriously, I have better things to worry about. We are humans and not his slaves. We are also given birth by a mother. It simply does not give him the right nor justify what he does to us. Pure mental torture. Dragging ourselves to work every morning knowing what is to come. Fearing that you will the one bitten by him that day. What a fucking nice way to start our day huh?
I'm not a sadist who looks forward to getting fucked every single day with a crazy smile on my face. Fuck as in having a penis inside me, that I love so so so much with my one and only square minded bf of cause. Not any random guys. Definitely don't enjoy the kind of fuck where I have cruel and nasty words thrown at me in a very loud voice. My tiny glass heart shatters easily. Boohoohoo..
Enough said about work. I worry mad dog, The Bo Liao Cb Beng (name i decided to give him) will come across my website. Not that he won't know I'm talking about him if he ever do come across. But ya.. Not that I care. Nobody cares. So to hell with it. I'm way off the track here from my header.
I hate the haze. Not only has it caused everyone in my family fall sick, it made my darling Naomi suffer lots. She's been having random nose bleeds every 2-3 days eversince the haze started.
Before the haze started, I brought her to see a doc in KKH because she woke up with blood all over her face. Scary image and they told me she inherited my sensitive nose. A little bit of knocking or rubbing will cause her to have nose bleeds but it wasn't so frequent back then. Eversince Indonesia decided to give us a treat of polluted air consisting of dust and particles, her condition became worse.
I love Indonesia because I can spend like a Queen in their country but I hate them because they caused suffering to my loved ones. I digress.
Anyway, Naomi has an appointment with the ENT (Ear Nose Throat) specialist clinic soon. I hope that they can do something about her sensitive nose. Get her treated or something. I just want her to be well and healthy. My poor darling.
Her birthday will be coming soon and I have organised a BBQ downstairs my house. I hope the stupid haze goes away and the air can be clear by then so she can have some fun.
Will do up the post that I promised to do soon when I'm a much happier person not having to listen to mad dog barks.